Like really shit happens Ah Damn i'm dying =(...but i'm not gonna go on like those emo kids saying life sucks and this kinda stuff ,though again i've joined a group on hi5 called life sucks!!! I dunno what the fuck got into me to join this group:s life doesn't suck but still SHIT HAPPENS!!

btw here are some of my new pics

Joelle Smiling&Joelle sad(like NOW)

The last two pics are a bit lame cuz i was tryin to make a masterpeice to post on devArt but as usually i screwed up =p.I suck as always.

WhateveR

My friend sent this to me , and i compared what's written with my life

i can see why i'm happy now

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I hate making up titles lol its annoying and i'm not the queen of creativity

i've been doing many things lately i've started reading this book:Sophocle

it's about his theatrical scenes

very impressive the guy's so smart and creative

when i'm done with the book i want to see why does Sigmund Freud bonds one of his stories (Electre,Oedipe....)with Homosexuality and those stuff "Complexe D'Oedipe,Complexe D'electre..." my theatre teacher explained to us but i'm not convinced there must be really smth behind this bond

I'm also reading the Madman-Gibran Khalil Gibran,this  man's got magical words Oo

I'm doing well in my science quizzes

i prefer photography over doing my lessons and i've submitted some of my new pictures to my account on deviantart : http://Joella.deviantart.com  if you would like to check em

today i went on my appartements roof and i've taken pictures of the sunset view from there its breathtaking,god is the best artist in history!Nature is his 1st masterpiece and i'm his second  (jk)

The best thing to do is mediate and relax !! nothing deserve getting mad 4 in this stupid world just chill smile and be positive!! I know i'm not the best girl in the world but i'm so happy and satusfied with myself,i hate no one,i love life,i even love the sorrow that will always lie in me cuz i know that there's joy in myself too.Life is a joke\so keep laughing,All what matters to me is to respect others and make them happy,(if they hate me they can kiss my butt no other options),i don't want to upset anyone but at the same time i won't trust anyone but god and i will rely on myself to do what god asks me to do ~and i so wish to remain this way for the rest of my life!

Currently i'm just a kid discovering this world and enjoying !*~

Currently listening to :Wild World-Mr.Big

 

*I haven't been posting so much entries lately cuz i got busy

busy busy hard life :s , but it's still better than doing nothing

What happened in these 4 month:

i met many new people

i passed two report cards ( the 1st:14.23,the second:14.67 over 20)

i've read three books

i've read 200 Jokes :D

i've got 1200 new songs lol

my fav classical love songs are:
It's Hard To Day Goodbye~C.Dion&&P.Anka(Lyrics)

I want to spend my lifetime with you~Marc Anthony&& Tina Arena(Lyrics)

Please forgive me ~Bryan Adams(Lyrics)

Everything i do i do it for you~Bryan Adams(Lyrics)

Tell Him~C.Dion&Barbara Streisand(Lyrics)

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&& i also loved some dream theatre and savatage and queensryche songs :~

 

 

Well The title Says it all

i'm celebrating new year in my uncle's house, i can't go anywhere else,this country ain't safe no more but i'm happy this way ,it's good to spend time with your family

and New year's eve don't really mean anything to me :s

Christmas was ok,i've celebrated it in my aunty's house,she threw a party and everyone liked it,but the annoying part was the dancing one because of the stupid arabic music that was played=Damn,i like ,i mean love some arabic songs but not the ones that were played there ew....so i parked myself in a room with my cousin,sis and a friend (we hate dancing oriental ,we actually suck at it'')and we started taking pix of our photogenic selves (hell no) with make-up

i'll post my pix on xmas later!!!

it's 2006 Now, remember

 

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS ANDHAPPY NEW YEAR           Everyone   

Best wishes for a new healthy and successful year!

 

 

Oh i know i haven't been making any entries lately it's just cuz i wasn't in the mood!

and of course one other factor i'm lazyyyy! :S

and this book i'm reading doesn't seem to have an ending it's sooooo long!!!!

i don't think that i can finish it
Oo oO

i'm back after a long time =) ......
Fav Fantasy Art Site:
Clickie
I can't actually say that those pics are th best on the site, there are many other breathtaking pictures,but those are the ones i loved from different themes:
Air and Water:

Link: Mermaid

Fairy:

Link: Bubbles 

   

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ASCII art: Links:
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=ASCII+art&btnG=Google+Search

Me too weeks ago(b4 school) with my sis and a friend in dream park (an amusement park)



When u fly high u need to fall down again,fast!!!

Gosh i'm fuckin back to school ,Classe : S1( Secondaire 1,Education francaise)
I'm so damn tired, i'm not sleeping well ..... and i can't focus on my studies in class,i can't even control the way i talk to my friends*yawns*
some teachers really suck but i'll put up with this